Saturday, November 05, 2011

sTiLL oveR yOu!!!

It's been 2 months since the time you left. my eyes water up occasionally when the past memories flood my mind. Those talks.. advices.. fights.. jokes.. gossips.. future plans.. everyday routine.. sister promises........ so many thingss!!! And then, you went away, leaving your sister alone.. all by herself - with the life ahead, WITHOUT YOU!!

WHYYY??? :'(

It was just one week before when we talk(chatted) after so many days, and the other day i knew that... "YOU WERE GONE FOREVER"...... At first, i wasn't able to accept it all, and took it all too casually, later realizing - one of the greatest losses of me, my heart and my life! A life, without you...................
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Sometimes feel as if, "NO!!! This is a lie." I don't want to accept what has happened. Other times, a hope, that you'll return!.... This really hasn't sunk in yet, and i know it never will that you've been snatched away from us!!

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Why did you go so far away Rash?? Why?..why??
The tears in my eyes fail to stop, the hole of emptiness in my heart gets wider and wider, as the days pass - and i keep realizing more and more that you ain't there anymore!!.. I  Miss You, miss you so much!!

Yeah! Life's going on, all the same, but when i've to face the truth that you ain't there in this world now, TIME PAUSES, it starts to rewind, and plays again from the moment when we met - all those chats, emoticons, pic sharing, secrets, heart-to-heart 'SISTER' talks... Everything in front of my eyes, so clear - as if its a thing of just a moment ago!

And yes, FINALLY! I've realized that a few moments can ACTUALLY change anything and 'everything' !

Whatever it was, whatever IT IS - you'r there, in every beating of this heart - and the day this beat stops - we'll meet again - talking, laughing and irritating God.....

< LOVE YA! Sis.... xoxo >