meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 1 >

once ..i loved someone - very very much ~

but that 'someone' loved some other person....

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how i wish i could have him.. caress him.. love him ~

how i wish he would have been MINE ♥

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then one day - i told him my feelings .....

i lost him ~ ... as he said he could never be mine ! so better, not to have each other in their lives ~

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>> damn! why did i tell him? atleast then, i had him in my life

now, everything's gone - lost... all's senseless ~

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I LOVED, i lost ... and i SUFFERED ! (greatly)

pain, heartbreaks, tears, faking smiles, ......... :'(

tht was all in my destiny ~

< 2nd paRt - to be cOntinued > 

.. unexpResseD FeeLings .. unexpResseD Pain .. unexpResseD "ME" !!

i wuD neBaAh saY, 
'' E'm huRt ____:( ''

loOk inTo mY eyEs & s33 whAt iS hiddeN inSiDe 
taKe mY haNd in yOurS onCe

beCauSe >>

iTs youR 'hoLd' whiCh hOlds mY sTrenGTh.. It wouLd steAL aLL mY bLacK 
I knoW...!!

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but it hardly matterss to yOu...
cOz
me being thr or not doesnt affect u in anyway..!!! :'(
 

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if u dont want me in ur life-- just say once~ 
i promise i will go away!!! (if tht makes u happy)

if thrs sumthng i did wrng... just say once~

i promise i will make it alrght!!!

if thrs anythng else tht bothers u... just say once~

i promise i will b thr beside u during anytym!!

 the only thing is justtt *SAY ONCE* ...............

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if hurting me, is wat u like-

thn i wud happily go thru all ths .. if ths only gives u happiness~

if ignoring me, is wat u like

i will never mind being ignored, just to see tht u r in peace nd u r happieee...!!! </3

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but justt say the *TRUTH* onceee....

and i promise,

i WILL accept it, no matter what!!!

*no complaints* , *no demands* , *no regrets*

( cz i knw, i wud b doing it fr ur happiness...)

and as i alwys say..

NEVER ABT ME..

JUST ABT ONE PERSON

!!!....................*yOu* ....................!!!