Saturday, January 29, 2011

< LoSt LoVe >

mY heaRt iS bReaKin' in m3 ..
iT's sTiLL 'yOu' wHom i aDoRe .. ♥
mY TeaRs aRe oVeR-fLoWin'..
yOu dOn'T LoVe me aNy mORe !

~ [♥] [♥] [♥] ~

i sLeePwaLk tHrOuGh eaCh daY ..
i praY To HeaVeN aBove .. !
hOpin' yOu'LL cHanGe yOur MinD ..
buT i knOw -- i LoSt yOuR Lov3 ......... </3



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 gumRaaH hU mAin aB .. TeRe biNa
dOoRie meRi ZinDaGaaNi Reh JaYeGi
... dOoRi3 saHi JaaYe nAa ....

< BetRayL >

wHeRe's tHe heaRt gOne ?
wHeRe aRe tHoSe days ?
wHeRe iS tHe sPonTaneiTy oF FeeLiNgs ?
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..... i beTraYeD hiM ... n Lost hiM n hiS pRiCeLeSs tRuSt .....
waNt tO sNaP aLL mY aTTachMenTs fRoM tHe paSt ....
buT the guiLt inSiDe me -- nOw -- cOnsoLeS me bY saYin'
" ~ theRe's a beTTeR LyFe aFteR deaTh ~ "
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nOthin' wiThouT yOu ..... !!
LoSin' yOu = LoSin' mY LyFe
~ DeaD aLiVe ~

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

[♥] .. mYsTiCaL FeeLin' .. [♥]

.. FeeLin' oF LoVe ..
.. mOmenT oF CaRin' ..
.. sMaLL sMaLL sHaRin' ..
.. sTuPiD fiGhts ..
.. sHouLdeR tO crY ..
.. tO be tOgeTheR iN paiN ..

==
mOst beauTiFuL tHinG caLLeD 
fRienDsHiP

  < DeDiCaTeD tO mY BesTie >


[♥] [♥] [♥]

Friday, January 21, 2011

Lo[v]e bOunD sOuL .. [♥]

[♥]_______[♥]
aahatein .. ho rahi teri !
dil ke dar pe mere ...
~ tu yahiin hai kahinn ~
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.. kabhi mere khawaab sa ..
.. kabhi uljhe jawaab sa ..
.. ke chanda me bhi daag sa ..
 
[♥] mere jaisa tu [♥]


.. ke dariya ka ho ik siraa ..
.. ke armaano ka silsila ..
.. ke sehra mein bhi aab sa ..

[
♥] mere jaisa tu [♥]
 

[♥]_______[♥]

tera hu main tujhe kyu na yakeen hai
chaahat me aakhir meri kya kami hai ?
tujhme hi toh chupi hai meri khudi
......... meri khudi kuch na sahi .........
[♥]_______[♥]

Friday, January 14, 2011

LoVe iS ...




LoVe iS .. simpLe yeT MaGiCaL .. !
LoVe iS .. sWeeT yeT nauGhTy .. !
LoVe iS .. TeaRs yeT sMiLeS .. !
LoVe iS .. CaRinG yeT taunTinG .. !
LoVe iS .. FigHTs yeT aPoLoGies .. !
LoVe iS .. inSomNia yeT dReaMs .. !
LoVe iS .. dRaMaTiC yeT innOcenT .. !
LoVe iS .. ReCeinVing yeT GiVin' .. !
♥ ♥ ♥ LoVe iS .. yOu yeT me .. ! ♥ ♥ ♥
LoVe iS .. NoThin' yeT eVerytHin' .. !

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"LoVe" -- nO one in tHe enTiRe wOrLd hAs eVeR exCaPeD witHouT haVing a taSte oF iT ...
 
♥ sOmewHeRe, sOmetYm .. eAch oNe of uS aLwaYs haS faLLeN in LoVe
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LOVE iS noT GiVe n TaKe -- iTs sHaRinG
"sHaRiN a paRt oF tHy seLf wiTh oTheRs"

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LoVe iSn'T tHoSe exPenSiVe giFts wHicH yOu buY fOr uR gf/bF !!
iTs iN eVeRy single mOmenT yOu sPenD wiTh tHeM
- mOmenTs wHeN yOu LauGheD tOgeTheR , cRieD tOgeTheR -
..
mOmeNts wHen yOU reMainEd siLeNt afTer a biG fiGht tO reaLiZe tHaT yOu haD tHe beSt conVerSaTiOn oF yOur Life .. !!

 tHis iS LoVe ♥
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peOpLe saY "Love canT be deFiNeD" .. weLL i dOnt beLieVe tHiS !
cZ nO perSoN iN tHIs wOrLd iS sO dumB tHaT tHeY canT eVeN sPeaK a LiNe oR 2 aBouT "LoVe"

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juSt ruNNin' wiTh haNds HeLd tOgeTheR , HEarT pOunDinG , baCks beNt .. yOu LooK aT eaCh oTheR 'n' smyL -- wiTh a FeeLinG tHaT yOu've tHe beSt ruN oF yOur LyFe .. !!

 tHis iS LoVe ♥
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LoVe isNt onLy LoVeR's LoVe
...
iTs tHe HoT coFFee wHiCh yOur mOm maKes afTeR yOu haVe juSt beeN dRencHeD in tHe rAin..

iTs tHe fRnDs whO cOme uP tO yOu wHeN yOu aRe iLL ..

iTs wHeN yOu sTruM yOu guiTaR tHinKin' aBouT tHe wOndeRfuL mOmenTs oF the paSt ..

LoVe iS _____________________ !!

 
(well i couLd just go on n on about this topic )

fOr fiNisHin' ....
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"LoVe iS eVerYtHinG iN a woRLd oF nOtHinG"
♥ ♥ ♥
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Monday, January 03, 2011

-- mY BesTi3 --

7tH nOv , 2oo8 ........... tHat day was really "HisToriC DaY" iN mY LiFe !! -- for that was the day when i gOt a persOn wHo nOw knOws me mOre thaN mySeLf !!

a sTranGer - aN "anJaaNa" , tO be exact, i wonDeR hOw he BeCaMe suCh aN integRaL paRt oF me - inSePaRable !!!!

waLkin' dOwn tHe meMoRy LaNe .. i reCaLL awL tHoSe sWeeT n sOuR mOmenTs tHat we've sHaReD!!
dOnt kNow hOw we MeT - tRuLy a DesTinY's pLaY ... !


tHoSe TaLkS aBouT anyThinG aND eVerytHinG .... SecReTs ..... cRuSheS ..... FigHts oN aLmOst anyThin .. and theN MaKinG uP !! .................. tYm fLieS awaY sO quicKLy -- and how beautifully is this life written.. by Him , that we meet such people at such unexpected time .. n now without whom we cant imagine ourselvess !!!

goshh.. i can write a whole book series about him. Still not getting the words for this piece !!

WeLL , LeT's sTaRt witH hiS naMe ........

♥ __ HeaRt HaCkeR __ ♥
aKa...
RaaVan .. jUmbO .. d3ar .. jAaN .. PaGaL .. dUmbO _____ and whAt nOt !!

.....

dOnt kNow wHaT pOweR waS tHeRe tHaT w3 cOnnecTed tHe insTanT we MeT !!!

iTs sAiD "sOmeBoDy, sOmewHeRe iN tHis wOrLd iS MaDe - JuSt fOr yOu !! aNd yOu aRe bOunD tO meeT tHaT 'sOmebOdy' nO MaTTeR wHaT"

hv heard it been said for your lover... but for me : its HIM !!

(noT aS aNy LoVer ... bUt aS mY BeSti3 !! )

BEST FRNDSS FREBAH !! ♥

.........

uMm... nOw hOw iS 'he' ?!
well.. jUst a Few aDJecTiVes desCriBing hiM ...................


KaMiNa .. CraZzy .. PaGaL .. sTuPiD .. eDioT .. dUmBo .. MaD .. gOne-CaSe .. aSsHoLe !
well.. that's a bit tOo mUch !!

bUt wHaT tO dO ... "AiSa Hi hAi m3ra besTie"!

a ChaRmeR !

sOuL sTeaLeR !

a MysTeRy !

...aNd...

mY BeSt fRieNd !!!

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gOd kNowS wHaT MaGic he hOLds !!

i sAy nOtHin' ........ aNd he unDerStaNds dAmn eVerY LiL' tHinG iN mY heaRt !!
iTs LiKe he'S tHe on3 'n' onLy soLuTiOn tO awL mY pRoBLeMss...!! .......... MY SAVIOR !
i aM in pAin __ n __ tHe FirSt tHouGht tHaT sTriKeS mY MiNd iS "HiS" .... aNd BeLieVe iT oR nOt -- buT aLL tHe pAiN dOo VaNiSheSs - LiKe MiRacLe !! 
he himself is a miracle for me.. !!!
i neVeR unDersTanD wHaT's tHeRe in hiM .. tHat i can'T eVen sTaY angRy witH him...!
His innoCenT "SoRRy, siM!" iS eNougH fOr anyThing..!! aNd mY anGeR evaPoraTed intO tHin aiR..
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it must be looking as a "love story" or something of that sort... with no fights and only sweet moments n like a perfect relation..... BUT HOLD ON ... that's just some part of this 'frndship-saga' !
FigHts dO haPpen beTweeN uS .. n .. HaMari figHt __ bY gOd! dekhe layak hoti hai !! 
w3 figHt wOrsE tHan KiDs...!! -- kUch bHi boL deTe hAi -- aLL sOrtS oF AbuSe n anyThing siLLy !!
iTs LiKe "tujHe laDna hai... tOh maiDaaN m3 aaKe LaDd" .. or .. "kutta, kamina... what do you think of urslf?"
aNd aS aLwaYs -- MAKIN UP -- is tHe beSt paRt !!
n
aLmoSt eVeryTym .. iT's mY miStake..!!
(agar meri mistake hoti bhi nhi hai.. stll he makes it look like i am only at fault)
  
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he aLwaYs knOws wHaT's riGhT fOr me .. n .. eVen tHouGh i sUmtyMss cHOoSe wRonG -- he's alwaYs tHeRe tO maKe iT aLL-RigHt ...!!!
"cHOod na..! JaaNe de ....."
aCtinG on tHeSe wOrDs sEem sO eaSy wiTh hiM bY mY siDe.. :)
iTs LiKe aLL tHe wOrri3s aNd tenSioNs .. JaaYe bhAad me !!

aNd TaLkinG tO hiM aFteR a LonG tYm FeeLs LiKe --
a sOuL giVen tO a DeaD boDy !
a bReatH oF fResH aiR ! 
inStanT jOy 
NoT GiVin' a DaMnn tO any TensiOn iN Life .. cOz he's alwys thr to solve thm !!

 He cOntRoLs mY eMoTiOns...
He gOt tHe pOweR tO maKe m3 -- hAppy ; saD ; aMaZed ; SurPriSeD ; TenSed ; sHocKeD .. anD everY oTher thIng yOu caN tHink abOut !!!
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now after writing all this... most of you might conclude ..
"this girl is crzzy.. madly in love with him !!!"
so unke liye bata du...
YeSs !! .. i dO LoVe hiM !!... he's mY eVerytHing !!
 " He iS tHe oWneR oF mY LiFe !!   "
 
i cAn dO anyThinG fOr him...

" KaiSe baTaYe kYu tujHkO cHaHe .. YaRa BaTaaNa paaYe !
BaaTeiN diLo ki, deKho jO bAaKi .. aaNkheiN tujHe saMajhaYe
TU JAANE NA ......... TU JAANE NA !!! "
i LoVe hiM .............. aS mY BesTie -- aS mY gUarDiaN anGeL !!
n he loves mee too.... as his BEST FRND FREBAHH !!
hope you all know the meaning of "best friends" .. and the relation they share !!
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he hAs MaGic iN hiM !! ... he'S tHe beSt !....
he's MiNe :) ... !!!
MY BFF

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i rLy haVe nO iDea hOw mY Life waS gOin' oN beFoRe MeeTin' him..

'n'
wHaT dOes FuTuRe HoLd for uS !!!!?
buT 1 tHinG iS suRe... (wiTh guRanTee)

" He's aLwaYs tHeRe fOr me.. n i aM aLwaYss tHeRe fOr him -- NO MATTER WHAT !
nOw 'n' 4-eBaHh ♥ "

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aT LaStt.......
all of you must be wondering what does "he" thinks about me...
weLL.. " ASK HIM !! "-- is all i can say !!

aS i rLy haVe nO iDea .. wHat's gOin oN iN hiS minD ....... NO ONE RLY HAS ANY IDEA :P

AND.....

fOr tHe "LoVe" tHinG --
i dOn'T kNow tHe cOrreCt deFiNiTiOn oF "LoVe" !!
n
i dOnt wiSh tO knOw tOo...

cZ fOr me..
Love iS _______________________________________ !!!!!!!!

( well leave it a blnk )
> sTiLL aN unsoLveD mySteRy -- n he's theRe tO gVe anSweRs tO aLL mY qUesTiOnss <

but... dont ever think for HIM being my love....
> DuniYa m3 aur bahut hai... yeh pagal hi mila hai kya mere liye :P <