GoodBYE 2011... Welcome 2012!!! :) ♥

< 2011.... an year came-nd-gone by in a flaSh!!!! >

yet... this was the so called *turning-year* of my life!!.... filled with studies, medicines, loads of rest, test of my patience... and much more things!!! 

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All said and done.. a gOod year... "A MILESTONE!!"

wherein i finallly became a *Science* student :) ......... and got my best pal - JUNO ♥ .. my guitar!

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GoodBYE 2011... Welcome 2012!!! :) ♥

*i wiSh that yOu knew ......... ♥*

when someone else calls your name..
it makes my heart skip a beat!

i turn around infinite times..
just to have a glance of you!

i look for reasons to talk to you..
but find none!

i feel heaven..
when you notice my presence!

i treasure every word..
that you speak!

i cherish every moment..
i gotta live with you!

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i just wanna tell you.. how much i like you..

the untold feelings.. the said words~

which lie in the deepest cores of the heaRt ♥ ....

which *you dont know* !

Winters!! ♥

Ahh... Winter's here!!! :)

Sweaters out, runny nose, cold wind on the face, hot delicacies, fog.. Sweet!!! Seems like forever has passed since winter was here last year! My Favourite part of the year! Ofcourse, because it sets off with my birthday, and then there are always the lazy winter evenings (ofcourse, this year it has changed to sucking winter tuitions!!... :( )... with a blanket, heaters, hot food by your side, tv remote in your hand and your favourite song or programme going on!!...

Holy heavens! That's what's really called A LIFE!!! Well, winters... Surprise Time. Santa Time!

But, even better than that is the school vacations.. and the best part - you can sleep till late in the mornings, cosy in bed, No disturbance! Pure Bliss!... Wow............

Well!! That reminds me that my sweet nice bed and my blanket are calling me! Cya. Enjoy the cold, romantic, santa season! <3...

sTiLL oveR yOu!!!

It's been 2 months since the time you left. my eyes water up occasionally when the past memories flood my mind. Those talks.. advices.. fights.. jokes.. gossips.. future plans.. everyday routine.. sister promises........ so many thingss!!! And then, you went away, leaving your sister alone.. all by herself - with the life ahead, WITHOUT YOU!!

WHYYY??? :'(

It was just one week before when we talk(chatted) after so many days, and the other day i knew that... "YOU WERE GONE FOREVER"...... At first, i wasn't able to accept it all, and took it all too casually, later realizing - one of the greatest losses of me, my heart and my life! A life, without you...................

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Sometimes feel as if, "NO!!! This is a lie." I don't want to accept what has happened. Other times, a hope, that you'll return!.... This really hasn't sunk in yet, and i know it never will that you've been snatched away from us!!

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Why did you go so far away Rash?? Why?..why??

The tears in my eyes fail to stop, the hole of emptiness in my heart gets wider and wider, as the days pass - and i keep realizing more and more that you ain't there anymore!!.. I  Miss You, miss you so much!!

Yeah! Life's going on, all the same, but when i've to face the truth that you ain't there in this world now, TIME PAUSES, it starts to rewind, and plays again from the moment when we met - all those chats, emoticons, pic sharing, secrets, heart-to-heart 'SISTER' talks... Everything in front of my eyes, so clear - as if its a thing of just a moment ago!

And yes, FINALLY! I've realized that a few moments can ACTUALLY change anything and 'everything' !

Whatever it was, whatever IT IS - you'r there, in every beating of this heart - and the day this beat stops - we'll meet again - talking, laughing and irritating God.....

< LOVE YA! Sis.... xoxo >

~♥~ Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi ~♥~

Your smile is heavenly

you touch me tenderly

your eyes they speak to me

you mesmorise me

you fill my heart and soul

with pleasure and delight

i feel so complete with you

i never wanna let you go 

~♥~

Wonder if thats love i feel
Sneaking up on me
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

Feels like i belong to you
You belong to me
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

Tonight yeah tonight could be the night
You and i become eternally
Khabar Nahi
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 3 >

PreviOus ParTs!

> PART 2 < 
> PART 1 <

me : h..h...hello!!
he : hi sim.... gOod morning!! ~
me : gOod mOrning ..!!
he : ............................................

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PART 3 !!! 

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he : howz u ??

me : fine! so.. itni subah subah call?!

he : umm... just wanted to tell you "haal-e-dil"

me : (heart - DHAK DHAK ... DHAK DHAK .. DHAK DHAK )

he : wat to say yaarr!!! u knew i love someone else..!
still came to me.. nd told uh feelings??
r u nutss?? 
tujhe kya laga .. that by telling me ur feelings - i would leave my girl nd come to you??? 

me : (tears)     plz.. dont get me wrong!!.......plzzz - i am sorry~

he : (interrupting)   i considered you my best friend.. told you everything -- and you didnt even bother about ME??!!!
from how much time do you like me???

me : umm.. dunno! looks like
 " i've known myself from the time i met you..."
 uske pehle ka i dont know anything" :( 

he: huhh!!!..... u craay, ediot girll............................................

~ PART 4 : tO be cOntinu3d ! ~

* heart *

is  ...

unwillingly,

unintentionally,

 reluctantly

in

♥  !~ LOVE ~! ♥

 

 

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 2 >

PreviOus ParTs!

>  PART 1 <

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PART 2 !!! 

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 He walked away that day.. widout sayin' anything !!

 IMAGINE -  no reply .. is worse than hearing a 'nO' !!!! 

then that night...............lying in bed~

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nOw, i dOn't get tO talk tO him!

he dOesnt even lOok at me.... as if i dOnt exist fOr him!

nd the irOny is -- we WERE bestt buddies !!!!

sharing everything, each nd everything ...

we were like inseparable!! ........

past is paSt .... i will have tO face it ....................

gOssh!! was sO silly Of me tO actually tell him my feelingss!!! :(

curse that day, when i did sO !!!!

how much ever i cry.. but i know he wont return~!

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.........................  kaise bataye kyu tujhko chahe.. yara batana paaye   ............ my ringtone

PHONE RINGS!!

~ wOOaah!!! was it really *just a dReam!! ..... NIGHTMARE!!!!! ~

but .. see whose calling.... *my love's* call!!!! ..........

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me : h..h...hello!!

he : hi sim.... gOod morning!! ~

me : gOod mOrning ..!!

he : ............................................

 ~ PART 3 : tO be cOntinu3d ! ~

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 1 >

once ..i loved someone - very very much ~

but that 'someone' loved some other person....

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how i wish i could have him.. caress him.. love him ~

how i wish he would have been MINE ♥

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then one day - i told him my feelings .....

i lost him ~ ... as he said he could never be mine ! so better, not to have each other in their lives ~

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>> damn! why did i tell him? atleast then, i had him in my life

now, everything's gone - lost... all's senseless ~

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I LOVED, i lost ... and i SUFFERED ! (greatly)

pain, heartbreaks, tears, faking smiles, ......... :'(

tht was all in my destiny ~

< 2nd paRt - to be cOntinued > 

.. unexpResseD FeeLings .. unexpResseD Pain .. unexpResseD "ME" !!

i wuD neBaAh saY, 
'' E'm huRt ____:( ''

loOk inTo mY eyEs & s33 whAt iS hiddeN inSiDe 
taKe mY haNd in yOurS onCe

beCauSe >>

iTs youR 'hoLd' whiCh hOlds mY sTrenGTh.. It wouLd steAL aLL mY bLacK 
I knoW...!!

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but it hardly matterss to yOu...
cOz
me being thr or not doesnt affect u in anyway..!!! :'(
 

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if u dont want me in ur life-- just say once~ 
i promise i will go away!!! (if tht makes u happy)

if thrs sumthng i did wrng... just say once~

i promise i will make it alrght!!!

if thrs anythng else tht bothers u... just say once~

i promise i will b thr beside u during anytym!!

 the only thing is justtt *SAY ONCE* ...............

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if hurting me, is wat u like-

thn i wud happily go thru all ths .. if ths only gives u happiness~

if ignoring me, is wat u like

i will never mind being ignored, just to see tht u r in peace nd u r happieee...!!! </3

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but justt say the *TRUTH* onceee....

and i promise,

i WILL accept it, no matter what!!!

*no complaints* , *no demands* , *no regrets*

( cz i knw, i wud b doing it fr ur happiness...)

and as i alwys say..

NEVER ABT ME..

JUST ABT ONE PERSON

!!!....................*yOu* ....................!!!

.. ♥ Tu Jaane Naa ♥ ..

.. Frustated ..
cOz i can't tell if it's real !

.. Mad ..
cOz i dOn't knOw how yOu feel !

.. Upset ..
Coz we can't make it right !

.. Sad ..
cOz i need yOu day and night !

.. Angry ..
cOz yOu wOn't take my hand !

.. Aggravated ..
cOz yOu dOn't understand .........


♥   Tu Jaane Naa   ♥

.. - tHeSe diStaNceS - .. beTweeN 'u' n 'm3'

 These distances

Of paths, of dreams, of travellers

..I wish they went away...

Why someone is closer, another apart -

Does anyone here know ?

Am I getting there or moving away

Doesn't matter, but I must go.....

♥

 It has happened before

In the days of yore

You walked beside me on deserted roads

Sometimes I returned,

After talking to you in tons

Longing, feeling so alone

Oh, it has happened again

I dare not feign

I find you in everything, all the way

These distances

Bring me back to you, whatever I say

I wish they would go away

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I never told you the truth

That there's nothing left to lose

If you aren't there

Nor even did I say

To keep a distance if we may

Enough to keep it in the air

These distances

I know they can't stay

....I wish they went away....

♥ ♥ ♥

DeFiNiTiOn oF " nOtHin"

tiMe dOeSn'T waiT foR yOu .. oR foR me !

... DaYS paSs n YeaRs cHanGe ...

!~ yOu miSs yOuR LoVeD on3s - yOu moVe aWaY fRoM yOuR cLoSe on3s ~!

.... yOuR LiFe cHanGeS ....

fRienDs cHanGe -- peOpLe cHanGe !

buT yOuR ♥ heaRt ♥ 

haS tHoSe pReciOus meMoRieS engRaveD - wHeTheR yOu wanT 'em oR noT !

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theY aRe aLwaYs thR 2 maKe yOu haPPy aT saD tiMes

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~ saD aT haPPy tiMeS ~

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yOu tHinK aBouT the tiMe goNe bY .. tHeN SMiLE ^_^

'n'

--- wHen sOmeboDy aSks yOu tHe reaSon foR yOu sMiLe ---

yOu juSt saY

" nOtHin' "

 

♥ ♥ ♥

meMoRieS oF 'yOu' aRe eVeRywHeRe .. ♥

 

i try to wiPe yOu ouT tHe meMoRy baNks oF mY mind ..

aS iF yOu dOn'T eVeN eXiSt !

buT aS muCh aS i aTTempT tO dO .. sO i faiL !

memOrieS oF yOu aRe eVeRywHeRe !

haLf oF me diSLike yOu foR puTTinG thRounGh sO muCh heLL ..

tHe oTheR haLF can'T toLeRaTe tO be aLone !

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i ain'T gOin' tO denY tHaT

mY FeeLinGs foR yOu aRe sTiLL aLive ..

yOuR aBsenCe haS maDe tHeM stRonGeR tHan eVeR !

wHeN aRe yOu gOinG tO ReaLiZe thaT we beLonG ~ " tOgeTheR " ~

i knOw tHaT sOmewHeRe in yOuR heaRt yOu feeL tHe saMe foR me ..

juSt LooK a LiL' DeePeR ..

paSt tHe anGeR ~

....... huRts n soRRoWs .......

'n'

-- tHeN yOu'LL see tHaT --

" yOu sTiLL dO Love me!"

♥ ' a sWeeT intOxiCaTiOn ' ♥

 

 

~ DeaTh iS BeTTeR tHaN SeeinG 'yOu' LoVin' sOmeoNe eLse ... !! ~ 

eVeRytiMe i bReaThe .. i miSs yOu !
eVeRytiMe i miSs yOu .. i haVe TeaRs oF bLooD !

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wHeN wiLL yOu geT tO knOw me .. ?!!
wHeN wiLL yOu ReaD mY eYeS .. ?!
wHeN wiLL yOu FeeL tHoSe FeeLinGs tHaT i feeL foR yOu .. ?!!! 

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... i knOw yOu aRe juSt a dReaM ...

♥ ' a sWeeT intOxiCaTiOn ' ♥

buT .. i sTiLL Lov3 yOu !!

n .. wiLL aLwaYs dO ~ 

 

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LuV yOu my BeSti3 .. ♥

.. wHeN yOu're heRe ..
cRoOkeD paThS -- meSseD uP waYs -- cRaaZy sTaTemenTs

 ~ aLL seeM stRaigHt ! ~

.. wHeN yOu'Re heRe ..
FaLse pRoMiSeS -- baD inTenSiOns

~ aLL seeM tO ve gOoD n tRu3 ! ~

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 ♥ .. whOeVeR gaVe LigHt tO mY heaRt .. ♥

 iT's onLy yOu -- iT's yOu  
 ♥ .. wHoeVeR cHeeRs me uP in baD tiMeS .. ♥

  iT's onLy yOu -- iT's yOu 

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i wOndeR wHy mY heaRt kNowS
  -- tHaT iF yOu'Re tHeRe --  

i'LL be aLrigHt !!
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.. BeinG a giRL ..

  Why is being a girl considered unlucky?
Why is a girl taken to be mucky?
Is being a girl a sin?
Why is a girl treated as a garbage bin?
This male dominated society is great
Girls always kept in a crate
Why the birth of a girl invites bad fate?
Why do girls suffer an outburst of hate?


Life of a girl is always committed
First, as a daughter, to her father
Then, as a wife, to her husband
Next, as a mother, to her children
Doesn’t a girl have a right to live her own life?
But, have you ever heard her complaining?
Or, ever seen her grieving or moaning?
Right from her birth, till her death
What girl gets, is only revulsion, till her last breath


Girl child is killed before birth
No chance given to come into this world and mirth
The day when a girl is born
The whole family seems to mourn
The day when a girl is born
The whole world seems to be as prickly as a thorn
A girl is taken to be a curse for every one
As each family yearns for a son!


Rules are a bane of a girl’s living
Girls are only meant for giving
A girl’s life is full of responsibilities
Be it in villages or be it in cities
Can’t a girl exist for one’s own self?
And live a self- supported life without anybody’s help!
O God! Shower your divine grace
Form a serene world, which brings a smile on every girl’s face!

 

This is my prayer to you, O deity!
Save the sinking world of a girl and have some pity!

miLKe bHi huM nAa miLe .. tumSe naa JaaNe kYu !

Pass ho kar bhi kitne door hai hum
Zindagi ke kis mod pe hai hum
Ab yeh raah hume le jayegi kahan

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Nazar dushmano ki talashti hai humein
Aankehin nahi pehchanti apna jahan
Ab yeh raah hume le jayegi kahan

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Dil ki har gali mein ab andhera hai
tu thi meri roshni, par ab tu hai kaha.......

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~ bRoKeN ~

iT tOoK mUcH leSs tYme tHaN i haD tHouGht

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.. aLL tHe teRRoR..
.. tHe deSpaiR ..
.. tHe sHaTTeRinG oF mY HeaRt ..
.. tHe uneScapaBLe pAin oF sePaRaTiOn ..
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--- aLL tHe MeMoRieS tHaT i caRRy wiTh mYseLf .. for tHe reSt oF tHe eTeRniTy ---

!! teNd tO cRuSh me !!

~ pLz reTurN baCk ~

< bLeeDin' wiThouT yOu >

< LoSt LoVe >

mY heaRt iS bReaKin' in m3 ..
iT's sTiLL 'yOu' wHom i aDoRe .. ♥
mY TeaRs aRe oVeR-fLoWin'..
yOu dOn'T LoVe me aNy mORe !

~ [♥] [♥] [♥] ~

i sLeePwaLk tHrOuGh eaCh daY ..
i praY To HeaVeN aBove .. !
hOpin' yOu'LL cHanGe yOur MinD ..
buT i knOw -- i LoSt yOuR Lov3 ......... </3


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 gumRaaH hU mAin aB .. TeRe biNa

dOoRie meRi ZinDaGaaNi Reh JaYeGi

... dOoRi3 saHi JaaYe nAa ....

< BetRayL >

wHeRe's tHe heaRt gOne ?
wHeRe aRe tHoSe days ?
wHeRe iS tHe sPonTaneiTy oF FeeLiNgs ?

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..... i beTraYeD hiM ... n Lost hiM n hiS pRiCeLeSs tRuSt .....

waNt tO sNaP aLL mY aTTachMenTs fRoM tHe paSt ....
buT the guiLt inSiDe me -- nOw -- cOnsoLeS me bY saYin'

" ~ theRe's a beTTeR LyFe aFteR deaTh ~ "

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nOthin' wiThouT yOu ..... !!

LoSin' yOu = LoSin' mY LyFe

~ DeaD aLiVe ~

[♥] .. mYsTiCaL FeeLin' .. [♥]

.. FeeLin' oF LoVe ..
.. mOmenT oF CaRin' ..
.. sMaLL sMaLL sHaRin' ..
.. sTuPiD fiGhts ..
.. sHouLdeR tO crY ..
.. tO be tOgeTheR iN paiN ..

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mOst beauTiFuL tHinG caLLeD 

♥ fRienDsHiP ♥

  ♥ < DeDiCaTeD tO mY BesTie > ♥

[♥] [♥] [♥]

Lo[v]e bOunD sOuL .. [♥]

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aahatein .. ho rahi teri !
dil ke dar pe mere ...
~ tu yahiin hai kahinn ~
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.. kabhi mere khawaab sa ..
.. kabhi uljhe jawaab sa ..
.. ke chanda me bhi daag sa ..

 
[♥] mere jaisa tu [♥]


.. ke dariya ka ho ik siraa ..
.. ke armaano ka silsila ..
.. ke sehra mein bhi aab sa ..

[♥] mere jaisa tu [♥]
 

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tera hu main tujhe kyu na yakeen hai
chaahat me aakhir meri kya kami hai ?
tujhme hi toh chupi hai meri khudi......... meri khudi kuch na sahi .........

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LoVe iS ...

LoVe iS .. simpLe yeT MaGiCaL .. !
LoVe iS .. sWeeT yeT nauGhTy .. !
LoVe iS .. TeaRs yeT sMiLeS .. !
LoVe iS .. CaRinG yeT taunTinG .. !
LoVe iS .. FigHTs yeT aPoLoGies .. !
LoVe iS .. inSomNia yeT dReaMs .. !
LoVe iS .. dRaMaTiC yeT innOcenT .. !
LoVe iS .. ReCeinVing yeT GiVin' .. !
♥ ♥ ♥ LoVe iS .. yOu yeT me .. ! ♥ ♥ ♥
LoVe iS .. NoThin' yeT eVerytHin' .. !

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"LoVe" -- nO one in tHe enTiRe wOrLd hAs eVeR exCaPeD witHouT haVing a taSte oF iT ... 
♥ sOmewHeRe, sOmetYm .. eAch oNe of uS aLwaYs haS faLLeN in LoVe ♥
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LOVE iS noT GiVe n TaKe -- iTs sHaRinG
"sHaRiN a paRt oF tHy seLf wiTh oTheRs"
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LoVe iSn'T tHoSe exPenSiVe giFts wHicH yOu buY fOr uR gf/bF !!
iTs iN eVeRy single mOmenT yOu sPenD wiTh tHeM
- mOmenTs wHeN yOu LauGheD tOgeTheR , cRieD tOgeTheR -

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mOmeNts wHen yOU reMainEd siLeNt afTer a biG fiGht tO reaLiZe tHaT yOu haD tHe beSt conVerSaTiOn oF yOur Life .. !!
 ♥ tHis iS LoVe ♥
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peOpLe saY "Love canT be deFiNeD" .. weLL i dOnt beLieVe tHiS !
cZ nO perSoN iN tHIs wOrLd iS sO dumB tHaT tHeY canT eVeN sPeaK a LiNe oR 2 aBouT "LoVe" ♥
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juSt ruNNin' wiTh haNds HeLd tOgeTheR , HEarT pOunDinG , baCks beNt .. yOu LooK aT eaCh oTheR 'n' smyL -- wiTh a FeeLinG tHaT yOu've tHe beSt ruN oF yOur LyFe .. !!
 ♥ tHis iS LoVe ♥
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LoVe isNt onLy LoVeR's LoVe

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iTs tHe HoT coFFee wHiCh yOur mOm maKes afTeR yOu haVe juSt beeN dRencHeD in tHe rAin..

iTs tHe fRnDs whO cOme uP tO yOu wHeN yOu aRe iLL ..

iTs wHeN yOu sTruM yOu guiTaR tHinKin' aBouT tHe wOndeRfuL mOmenTs oF the paSt ..

LoVe iS _____________________ !!
 
(well i couLd just go on n on about this topic )

fOr fiNisHin' ....
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"LoVe iS eVerYtHinG iN a woRLd oF nOtHinG"

♥ ♥ ♥
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-- mY BesTi3 --

7tH nOv , 2oo8 ........... tHat day was really "HisToriC DaY" iN mY LiFe !! -- for that was the day when i gOt a persOn wHo nOw knOws me mOre thaN mySeLf !!

a sTranGer - aN "anJaaNa" , tO be exact, i wonDeR hOw he BeCaMe suCh aN integRaL paRt oF me - inSePaRable !!!!

waLkin' dOwn tHe meMoRy LaNe .. i reCaLL awL tHoSe sWeeT n sOuR mOmenTs tHat we've sHaReD!!
dOnt kNow hOw we MeT - tRuLy a DesTinY's pLaY ... !


tHoSe TaLkS aBouT anyThinG aND eVerytHinG .... SecReTs ..... cRuSheS ..... FigHts oN aLmOst anyThin .. and theN MaKinG uP !! .................. tYm fLieS awaY sO quicKLy -- and how beautifully is this life written.. by Him , that we meet such people at such unexpected time .. n now without whom we cant imagine ourselvess !!!

goshh.. i can write a whole book series about him. Still not getting the words for this piece !!

WeLL , LeT's sTaRt witH hiS naMe ........

♥ __ HeaRt HaCkeR __ ♥
aKa...
RaaVan .. jUmbO .. d3ar .. jAaN .. PaGaL .. dUmbO _____ and whAt nOt !!

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dOnt kNow wHaT pOweR waS tHeRe tHaT w3 cOnnecTed tHe insTanT we MeT !!!

iTs sAiD "sOmeBoDy, sOmewHeRe iN tHis wOrLd iS MaDe - JuSt fOr yOu !! aNd yOu aRe bOunD tO meeT tHaT 'sOmebOdy' nO MaTTeR wHaT"

hv heard it been said for your lover... but for me : its HIM !!

(noT aS aNy LoVer ... bUt aS mY BeSti3 !! )

BEST FRNDSS FREBAH !! ♥

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uMm... nOw hOw iS 'he' ?!
well.. jUst a Few aDJecTiVes desCriBing hiM ...................


KaMiNa .. CraZzy .. PaGaL .. sTuPiD .. eDioT .. dUmBo .. MaD .. gOne-CaSe .. aSsHoLe !
well.. that's a bit tOo mUch !!

bUt wHaT tO dO ... "AiSa Hi hAi m3ra besTie"!

a ChaRmeR !

sOuL sTeaLeR !

a MysTeRy !

...aNd...

♥ mY BeSt fRieNd !!! ♥

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gOd kNowS wHaT MaGic he hOLds !!

i sAy nOtHin' ........ aNd he unDerStaNds dAmn eVerY LiL' tHinG iN mY heaRt !!

iTs LiKe he'S tHe on3 'n' onLy soLuTiOn tO awL mY pRoBLeMss...!! .......... MY SAVIOR !

i aM in pAin __ n __ tHe FirSt tHouGht tHaT sTriKeS mY MiNd iS "HiS" .... aNd BeLieVe iT oR nOt -- buT aLL tHe pAiN dOo VaNiSheSs - LiKe MiRacLe !! 

he himself is a miracle for me.. !!!

i neVeR unDersTanD wHaT's tHeRe in hiM .. tHat i can'T eVen sTaY angRy witH him...!

His innoCenT "SoRRy, siM!" iS eNougH fOr anyThing..!! aNd mY anGeR evaPoraTed intO tHin aiR..

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it must be looking as a "love story" or something of that sort... with no fights and only sweet moments n like a perfect relation..... BUT HOLD ON ... that's just some part of this 'frndship-saga' !

FigHts dO haPpen beTweeN uS .. n .. HaMari figHt __ bY gOd! dekhe layak hoti hai !! 

w3 figHt wOrsE tHan KiDs...!! -- kUch bHi boL deTe hAi -- aLL sOrtS oF AbuSe n anyThing siLLy !!

iTs LiKe "tujHe laDna hai... tOh maiDaaN m3 aaKe LaDd" .. or .. "kutta, kamina... what do you think of urslf?"

aNd aS aLwaYs -- MAKIN UP -- is tHe beSt paRt !!

n

aLmoSt eVeryTym .. iT's mY miStake..!!

(agar meri mistake hoti bhi nhi hai.. stll he makes it look like i am only at fault)

  

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he aLwaYs knOws wHaT's riGhT fOr me .. n .. eVen tHouGh i sUmtyMss cHOoSe wRonG -- he's alwaYs tHeRe tO maKe iT aLL-RigHt ...!!!

"cHOod na..! JaaNe de ....."

aCtinG on tHeSe wOrDs sEem sO eaSy wiTh hiM bY mY siDe.. :)

iTs LiKe aLL tHe wOrri3s aNd tenSioNs .. JaaYe bhAad me !!

aNd TaLkinG tO hiM aFteR a LonG tYm FeeLs LiKe --

a sOuL giVen tO a DeaD boDy !

a bReatH oF fResH aiR ! 

inStanT jOy 

NoT GiVin' a DaMnn tO any TensiOn iN Life .. cOz he's alwys thr to solve thm !!

 He cOntRoLs mY eMoTiOns...

He gOt tHe pOweR tO maKe m3 -- hAppy ; saD ; aMaZed ; SurPriSeD ; TenSed ; sHocKeD .. anD everY oTher thIng yOu caN tHink abOut !!!

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now after writing all this... most of you might conclude ..

"this girl is crzzy.. madly in love with him !!!"

so unke liye bata du...

YeSs !! .. i dO LoVe hiM !!... he's mY eVerytHing !!

 " He iS tHe oWneR oF mY LiFe !! ♥  "

 

i cAn dO anyThinG fOr him...

" KaiSe baTaYe kYu tujHkO cHaHe .. YaRa BaTaaNa paaYe !

BaaTeiN diLo ki, deKho jO bAaKi .. aaNkheiN tujHe saMajhaYe

TU JAANE NA ......... TU JAANE NA !!! ♥ ♥ ♥ "

i LoVe hiM .............. aS mY BesTie -- aS mY gUarDiaN anGeL !!

n he loves mee too.... as his BEST FRND FREBAHH !!

hope you all know the meaning of "best friends" .. and the relation they share !!

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he hAs MaGic iN hiM !! ... he'S tHe beSt !....

n 

he's MiNe :) ... !!!

MY BFF ♥

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i rLy haVe nO iDea hOw mY Life waS gOin' oN beFoRe MeeTin' him..

'n'

wHaT dOes FuTuRe HoLd for uS !!!!?

buT 1 tHinG iS suRe... (wiTh guRanTee)

" He's aLwaYs tHeRe fOr me.. n i aM aLwaYss tHeRe fOr him -- NO MATTER WHAT !

nOw 'n' 4-eBaHh ♥ ♥ ♥ "

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aT LaStt.......

all of you must be wondering what does "he" thinks about me...

weLL.. " ASK HIM !! "-- is all i can say !!

aS i rLy haVe nO iDea .. wHat's gOin oN iN hiS minD ....... NO ONE RLY HAS ANY IDEA :P

AND.....

fOr tHe "LoVe" tHinG --

i dOn'T kNow tHe cOrreCt deFiNiTiOn oF "LoVe" !!

n

i dOnt wiSh tO knOw tOo...

cZ fOr me..

Love iS _______________________________________ !!!!!!!!

( well leave it a blnk )

> sTiLL aN unsoLveD mySteRy -- n he's theRe tO gVe anSweRs tO aLL mY qUesTiOnss <

but... dont ever think for HIM being my love....

> DuniYa m3 aur bahut hai... yeh pagal hi mila hai kya mere liye :P <