Tuesday, May 22, 2012

For me 'Love' is just one name and the name is 'Yours' ♥

Seeing ur name.... I breathe deep!!!... Don't know what happens, but instantly i'm smiling, thoughtful, insane, lost..and 1000 other things all together!!!!

Your name... Those alphabets seem the best in the world.. No other word sounds or reads so perfect as your name!!! And then, suddenly, everything vanishes, and i'm just surrounded by your memories, your voice, moments with you........... (goshh!!!.... this girl's insane!!!!)

I guess, i'm!!... and I can't help it..!!! I haven't become those devdas typess... all desperate et al..
But come on!!!... How can i do anything about these fantasies etc...
This craziness... me too experiencing first time...
I ain't an experienced player in this battleground of heart!!!
This all happening first time!!!


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Goshh!!! I'm gonna go all crazzy ... Why do i feel you in each and everything??!!!

Every time the  phone rings, i wish that you called!
Every time i walk down the road, i stumble, coz i have been thinking about you!
Every time i check my mails, i wish to see your message!
Every time i see a girl and boy together, i wish it were we!
Every time you ain't here, i miss you soo much more!
Every time i realize about your absence, i fall for you all over again!
Every time i smile, there's something missing in that curve!!

Every time i write something like this, i wish i wasn't doing this...

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 ·٠• "For me 'Love' is just one name and the name is Yours" •٠· 
( now this ain't my fault!!! )



Monday, May 21, 2012

yOur vOice .. ♥

Your voice keeps echoing everywhere....

In the midst of ear shattering noise, i hear your sound - SO CLEAR!

Every word that you spoke, is lived again....
I breath deep.. Close my eyes, and am feeling you again!!..
And in the end, all i'm left with is a stupid smile, and a few lost moments..
Moments, when i go numb to everything around me.. when nothing bothers me, but you!!! ♥

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I get lost in 'our' own lil' world.. with my favourite music being played - YOUR VOICE! :)

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Oh! I'm crazzy about your voice.. I hardly recall any other person's voice about whom i had such insanity!..
All singers, maestros fail.. infront of my fav voice - yours! .... with the best lyrics any tone ever had..!!


I Love You, Baby!! :*

Sunday, May 06, 2012

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥
< Part 6 >

PreviOus ParTs!

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After Some Days.... (1 week)

"me" receives a message on her fb account.....

HE's MSG :

" hey! how u doin' girl?... where are you these days? why don;t u msg or call??... i wait for them eagerly..... anyways take care.. missin u!! :) "

ME's REPLY :

" hi!.. i'm fine. howz u?! "

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ME's WORLD :

" OMFG!!!! What the hell is happening?/!! He messages like nothing's ever happened... Doesn't he know what all happened few days back.... Doesn't he remember a single thing..!!!!.... Messaging so casually, as if..... agggrrrhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... "

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No reply came for many days...! And one random day, ME met HE online ~
Conversation started... NORMALLY!`~...... talking about things, everyday schedule, whereabouts and things like that!.... 

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ME's WORLD :

" How can he be so insensitive?/!... FORGOT EVERYTHING???.. All my feelings???... HOW CAN HE!!! Talks so normally... .... and even though he rejected me and my love - i would always love him.. just him!!.. No one else... No one knows what's behind this fake smile that i carry! .. :'(
I guess, that's what is in my destiny... NO HIM!!.. So, let it be!... But, i would always love him!!!..."

HE's WORLD : 

" She looks normal... Hmm, may be she got over me!!.. Well, its good that she did!!..
But, how do i tell her, that i said that all just to hide my feelings.... I don't wanna expose my feelings!... Damnn... sometimes, feel that why did i say her so?! .. and other times, its nice that she isn;t dependent on me!!!.. She happy, me happy... THAT'S ALL I WANT! "

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Days passed after that chat.. no messages, no calls, no texts!!!...
Me and He became busy in their own lives... Talking rarely... Speaking nothing!..
( Me was still unaware of He's feelings...
And He never confessed about 'em!!! )   

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He tried calling and texting Me many times,
but Me always rejected his calls, or else would talk rudely.....
REASON: Me decided to keep herself away from He... So, just to make He go farther away from herself... So she could just drift her heart away from him!!...
So she could just stop herself from being hurt everyday!!!! :'(

Slowly, all communication lessened!! Me and He hardly saw eachother now... 
What an irony!!!.. Two people who just couldn't live without each other, shared everything...
were now not even facing eachother!!!!....

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Until, One Day......... When Me called He ...
( rinnggg....!`~ __ )

  ~ PART 7 : tO be cOntinu3d ! ~