sTiLL oveR yOu!!!

It's been 2 months since the time you left. my eyes water up occasionally when the past memories flood my mind. Those talks.. advices.. fights.. jokes.. gossips.. future plans.. everyday routine.. sister promises........ so many thingss!!! And then, you went away, leaving your sister alone.. all by herself - with the life ahead, WITHOUT YOU!!

WHYYY??? :'(

It was just one week before when we talk(chatted) after so many days, and the other day i knew that... "YOU WERE GONE FOREVER"...... At first, i wasn't able to accept it all, and took it all too casually, later realizing - one of the greatest losses of me, my heart and my life! A life, without you...................

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Sometimes feel as if, "NO!!! This is a lie." I don't want to accept what has happened. Other times, a hope, that you'll return!.... This really hasn't sunk in yet, and i know it never will that you've been snatched away from us!!

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Why did you go so far away Rash?? Why?..why??

The tears in my eyes fail to stop, the hole of emptiness in my heart gets wider and wider, as the days pass - and i keep realizing more and more that you ain't there anymore!!.. I  Miss You, miss you so much!!

Yeah! Life's going on, all the same, but when i've to face the truth that you ain't there in this world now, TIME PAUSES, it starts to rewind, and plays again from the moment when we met - all those chats, emoticons, pic sharing, secrets, heart-to-heart 'SISTER' talks... Everything in front of my eyes, so clear - as if its a thing of just a moment ago!

And yes, FINALLY! I've realized that a few moments can ACTUALLY change anything and 'everything' !

Whatever it was, whatever IT IS - you'r there, in every beating of this heart - and the day this beat stops - we'll meet again - talking, laughing and irritating God.....

< LOVE YA! Sis.... xoxo >

~♥~ Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi ~♥~

Your smile is heavenly

you touch me tenderly

your eyes they speak to me

you mesmorise me

you fill my heart and soul

with pleasure and delight

i feel so complete with you

i never wanna let you go 

~♥~

Wonder if thats love i feel
Sneaking up on me
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

Feels like i belong to you
You belong to me
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

Tonight yeah tonight could be the night
You and i become eternally
Khabar Nahi
Khabar Nahi - Khabar Nahi

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 3 >

PreviOus ParTs!

> PART 2 < 
> PART 1 <

me : h..h...hello!!
he : hi sim.... gOod morning!! ~
me : gOod mOrning ..!!
he : ............................................

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PART 3 !!! 

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he : howz u ??

me : fine! so.. itni subah subah call?!

he : umm... just wanted to tell you "haal-e-dil"

me : (heart - DHAK DHAK ... DHAK DHAK .. DHAK DHAK )

he : wat to say yaarr!!! u knew i love someone else..!
still came to me.. nd told uh feelings??
r u nutss?? 
tujhe kya laga .. that by telling me ur feelings - i would leave my girl nd come to you??? 

me : (tears)     plz.. dont get me wrong!!.......plzzz - i am sorry~

he : (interrupting)   i considered you my best friend.. told you everything -- and you didnt even bother about ME??!!!
from how much time do you like me???

me : umm.. dunno! looks like
 " i've known myself from the time i met you..."
 uske pehle ka i dont know anything" :( 

he: huhh!!!..... u craay, ediot girll............................................

~ PART 4 : tO be cOntinu3d ! ~

* heart *

is  ...

unwillingly,

unintentionally,

 reluctantly

in

♥  !~ LOVE ~! ♥

 

 

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 2 >

PreviOus ParTs!

>  PART 1 <

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PART 2 !!! 

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 He walked away that day.. widout sayin' anything !!

 IMAGINE -  no reply .. is worse than hearing a 'nO' !!!! 

then that night...............lying in bed~

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nOw, i dOn't get tO talk tO him!

he dOesnt even lOok at me.... as if i dOnt exist fOr him!

nd the irOny is -- we WERE bestt buddies !!!!

sharing everything, each nd everything ...

we were like inseparable!! ........

past is paSt .... i will have tO face it ....................

gOssh!! was sO silly Of me tO actually tell him my feelingss!!! :(

curse that day, when i did sO !!!!

how much ever i cry.. but i know he wont return~!

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.........................  kaise bataye kyu tujhko chahe.. yara batana paaye   ............ my ringtone

PHONE RINGS!!

~ wOOaah!!! was it really *just a dReam!! ..... NIGHTMARE!!!!! ~

but .. see whose calling.... *my love's* call!!!! ..........

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me : h..h...hello!!

he : hi sim.... gOod morning!! ~

me : gOod mOrning ..!!

he : ............................................

 ~ PART 3 : tO be cOntinu3d ! ~

meRi daastan ... MY STORY ♥ < Part 1 >

once ..i loved someone - very very much ~

but that 'someone' loved some other person....

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how i wish i could have him.. caress him.. love him ~

how i wish he would have been MINE ♥

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then one day - i told him my feelings .....

i lost him ~ ... as he said he could never be mine ! so better, not to have each other in their lives ~

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>> damn! why did i tell him? atleast then, i had him in my life

now, everything's gone - lost... all's senseless ~

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I LOVED, i lost ... and i SUFFERED ! (greatly)

pain, heartbreaks, tears, faking smiles, ......... :'(

tht was all in my destiny ~

< 2nd paRt - to be cOntinued > 

.. unexpResseD FeeLings .. unexpResseD Pain .. unexpResseD "ME" !!

i wuD neBaAh saY, 
'' E'm huRt ____:( ''

loOk inTo mY eyEs & s33 whAt iS hiddeN inSiDe 
taKe mY haNd in yOurS onCe

beCauSe >>

iTs youR 'hoLd' whiCh hOlds mY sTrenGTh.. It wouLd steAL aLL mY bLacK 
I knoW...!!

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but it hardly matterss to yOu...
cOz
me being thr or not doesnt affect u in anyway..!!! :'(
 

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if u dont want me in ur life-- just say once~ 
i promise i will go away!!! (if tht makes u happy)

if thrs sumthng i did wrng... just say once~

i promise i will make it alrght!!!

if thrs anythng else tht bothers u... just say once~

i promise i will b thr beside u during anytym!!

 the only thing is justtt *SAY ONCE* ...............

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if hurting me, is wat u like-

thn i wud happily go thru all ths .. if ths only gives u happiness~

if ignoring me, is wat u like

i will never mind being ignored, just to see tht u r in peace nd u r happieee...!!! </3

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but justt say the *TRUTH* onceee....

and i promise,

i WILL accept it, no matter what!!!

*no complaints* , *no demands* , *no regrets*

( cz i knw, i wud b doing it fr ur happiness...)

and as i alwys say..

NEVER ABT ME..

JUST ABT ONE PERSON

!!!....................*yOu* ....................!!!