heartbeat ♥

all the time i thought i was complete in my own world.. not knowing what i was missing!!..


until the time when you came into my lil' boulevard....
and making me realize how empty i was without u!!..

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how i couldn't keep myself from talking to u!
how i became so addicted to you!
how i needed you like air...
how i desired for u like paradise!..

YOU ARE MY HEARTBEAT... <3
and this dumb heart dances to ur tunes!!!

< so glad that i was proved wrong! :) >

♥ Love u! ♥

can't eScape yOur love!! ♥

With you coming in my life.... meaning of endless things changed!

With you by my side, i became a whole of a different person!

Loneliness no longer teases me... instead sitting alone - is all i ask for!!

So, i can be lost in your thoughts..

So, to be just rewinding your.. m sorry.. "OUR" memories..

So, that i get to relive our fights, make ups, smiles.. AGAIN! :)

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I put on my earplugs, play a random song, come across a random line...

and

The song lines have a deeper impact upon me...

The words say much more than their usual meaning!

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Is this ADDICTION??.... Umm, can say so!

Coz...

I can't be without talking to you!

I can't be without hearing your voice!

I sit to write anything... and the pencil in my hand - starts doodling itself - things about you!

I find no other topic, except 'you' to write on!

You'r the first person whom i always think about..

My fingers dial your number instantly... and i bet, i can do that - without even looking at the keypad!

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The strum of guitar..

The cool breeze..

The silent noise..

The thumping heart..

The vibrating cell..

The loud thoughts..

The blushing smiles..

Everything reminds me of... You!!!!!

Everything forces me to think of... You!!!!!

Everything makes me realize the presence of... You!!!!!

Everything pushes me closer to... You!!!!!

(__ no matter how hard i try to run away__ )

forever making me realize...

" i can run.. i can hide...

but i cannot escape your love! ♥ "

Why??!!!

why have u started affecting me sooo much?!

why is it that i always look for YOUR name's initial everywhere?!

why am i getting so addicted to you?!

why is it that i can't keep away myself from talking to you?!

why do i get lost in your thoughts...keeping thinking abt u all the time?~!!

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WHY.... WHYYY am i falling for you??/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

lOve bOund ..

Love... the word ain't beautiful if it lacks YOUR NAME!! ♥
Heart... is just a blood pumping part if it lacks YOUR SOUL!!
Feeling... is just any random thing if it doesn't have YOUR PRESENCE!!
Me... being there doesn't matter if YOU'R NOT WITH ME!!

Is This Addiction?... Umm, " I Don't Know " ~

Is This Insanity?... Umm, " I Don't Know " ~
Is This Love?... Umm, " I Don't Know " ~

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Just the thing "I KNOW" is.....
" You are something more than EVERYTHING! ♥ "

All over again !

"Waiting for something but I don't know what I want
Searching for reasons, reasons to carry on....
Jumping from place to place
With a plan so out of range
Nothing I can do to save me
NOTHING I CAN CHANGE"
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I wanted to feel the pain of true love... and now when i did - I'M ALL SHATTERED!

I try recollecting myself, but i just CAN'T !!!!!!!!!! 

I don't have the much needed strength to do so...

I cry.. I shout!!!!... But i know, you wouldn't hear.......

You did it AGAIN!!!!... You forced me to go out of your life AGAIN - but this time, i'm gone... forever...

I WON'T RETURN!!

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You may think that this is a heartleSs girl... but dead don't have feelings!! When you left, you took my soul with you.... So now, i'm doing nothing more than JUST EXISTING!

Have killed all the emotions inside me. So now, there's no way that

"I'M GONNA GET HURT - ALL OVER AGAIN!"

hate myself 4 lOvin' u!

you'r always there for me, by my side... even if i run miles apart - you follow..

(don't follow, rather say - always with me - like my heartbeat)

i fight with you..say you harsh words.... but you just smile! (darn u)

i try not to think of you... but always find you around!

i try to get away from you... but come all the more closer!

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i hate myself for lovin' u..... </3

 

sOmethin' more than everythin' !

You'r not just any random friend... You mean much more to me, than just a friend... or in your case, say best friend! YOU ARE ABOVE ALL THAT!

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You make me crazy..

You make me smile in the dullest of days..

You have the power to affect me..

Your reply means more than just words..

Your silence is so much painful that i would prefer ripping out my heart instead of going through that!

You distract me!

You make me love you..You Control Me!

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Ain't those enough reasons to prove

that I LOVE YOU!!!

that I CAN'T BE WITHOUT YOU!!!

that YOU ARE ALL WHOM I WANT!!!

that YOU ARE ALL THAT I NEED!!!

that

You are something more than everything!! ♥

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Damnn... Em crazzy about you!

Even in the middle of doin' maths; while i was putting limits and differentiating.. i was integrating myself with you! I subtracted an equation, but heart was multiplying its madneSs for ew!

Why are you such a distractiOn? When will you get off my mind, so i can think of 'anything' else..except you? Don't you get tired...?... Coz you keep roaming in my mind all day; Coz you come in my dreams all night; Coz you keep jumping in my heartbeat!!

 

 You Are Me!

I'm yOu......

How much i love you, you really have no clue! ♥